Day two: change

So, I was staring at the altar in my church this morning. I saw lots of triangles, which makes sense in a Christian church. And, it hit me: triangles are whole too. Not just circles...lots of shapes are whole. Not just this one, narrow, preconceived notion of what whole might look and feel like.

I realized that whole is much more, much vaster than I can think of it. Whole for me might be lesser or too much for others, but it will be enough for me. It will fit perfectly.

Perhaps, I am too narrow in my view to define what this will feel like and be like for me.

I want to be authentic and whole for myself, not for anyone else. Perhaps my whole will be an octagon. Perhaps it will be a twenty-point star! The idea that I am different and unique, even in my wholeness is freeing.

The fact that I do not have answers in what whole is, is also freeing. I am looking forward to discovering other shapes, spaces, and sizes. What a journey!