By far, the most stressful day I have ever had.

I couldn't relax a single muscle. Even too tense to cry.

This was real fear. The only thing to fear. And it came from within.

I know I will calm down, sometime, but I hope it comes soon.


This is where creativity comes from, and if I weren't so f*cking distracted looking for lost chapstick I think I could make something grand.