to be the girl that has to feel the silence

Real (and very long) title : "I don't wanna be the girl that has to feel the silence..."

not happy with this. I imagined it so different and it sucks to know I couldn't make that vision. It involved me laying on the window sill but there is this big like rod almost on the window sill and when I lay on it it was so painful. Even sitting on the thing was horribly painful. But now that I look at it I think it conveyed what I want it to convey and that all that matters.
In other news there's like a freaking blizzard going on outside and I really wanted to go out again and take some pictures in that brown dress of mine but my parents wouldn't let me go outside again =p