Shadows.

As the light grow, the shadow follow. As the light inside expand, the shadow expand.

I am deep tonight. Alone and deep. Many thoughts going on inside my head. Shadows from the past seem to hunt me, drilling a hole in my heart. I have to get thru it, in my own way. My past, soon 40 years of shadows that can hunt me. It is painful.

Things are happening around me. Things I have been asking universe. I sent out a cry for help and the answer has arrived. That leaves me happy and full of hope, trust and love. Yet i am deep tonight.

Tommy is away, working extra for the family. Do I miss him as usual? Tonight the answer is no. Tonight I will fight my demons and when he finally walk into the door I will be done.

Soon Oliver will be asleep and i will release my inner thoughts. I will cry my tears for the past. Finding regrets in my mind and convert them into good happenings. I am only me. I am only human. I am deep Annelie, tonight.