Scattered

My minds in piece (well, it was when I took this picture) an incredibly bad start to New Years, with two ill parents, no brother for company and sh*tloads of art coursework/maths revision that isn't getting done.
I want college to be over. Although then that means deciding what to do with my life! Which i thought I had all planned out, art foundation then graphic design at uni... but the enthusiasm for that has just disappeared and I can't work out why... someone find it for me again, please?