I just cannot believe that its almost a year since I last looked at my Blip Journal...I have now been of work for two and a half years...since I know nothing of the first year due to depression and disassociation it doesn't feel that long.
I started this journal last May as I felt that I was ge Read more...

I just cannot believe that its almost a year since I last looked at my Blip Journal...I have now been of work for two and a half years...since I know nothing of the first year due to depression and disassociation it doesn't feel that long.
I started this journal last May as I felt that I was getting better, I had four days and then everything fell apart...it has been a struggle sometimes and a long journey which I am still on...... its amaizing you can wake up one day and feel good, wake up the following day and things are so different everything is so dark and I just want to hide away....I can't do that..... I won't do that ........so hopefully this journal will last alot longer than four days..........