things are better left to be anticipated.

oh junior year. i can't wait for you to be over.

....in fact,

i can't wait for spring --
for warm weather, break, that scent in the air that brings bliss.

i can't wait for april --
for the band trip to atlanta, for the start of my last marching season.
....for the studying of AP exams? not so much...

i can't wait for summer --
that sun, the time that's available to get productive and to have fun in one day's sitting.
band camp.
freedom to walk everywhere.
the inspiration it brings.

..........
i can't wait for senior year.
my final year of high school.

i'm going to make it the best year ever.
no matter what.


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i just backblipped the last few days of february....
they're practically all desperation blips.
...except this one, maybe.