Red

I keep forgetting things.
Dropping things.
Breaking things.
Doing the wrong thing.
Not understanding.

I know why ... I'm too busy, I'm working too hard and in the time I do have I don't prioritise the things that I really should ... but it's doing something about it that's the tricky thing.

And giving up facebook might be helping, but if anything, I've been more burnt out this last week than I have been the whole semester.

I'm allowing my mind to wander away from uni work and the youth; I've been letting it dream of things I want but I know those things aren't mine to have anytime soon.

Lord, help me gain my time back,
My mind back,
My sanity;
All you want from me.