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a haircut and color, and hopefully all will be lighter. i was talked into it last night, and as soon as my new girl brought the sheers out, i was so relieved to watch my long, over-processed ends fall lifeless to the floor. (i should have taken a picture. damn)

after saying i wouldn't take anymore sp's for a while, here i am posting yet another since i haven't taken my camera outside the house.
i went for a walk this morning, down a trail i had not been through before, and still left it behind. i just felt...meh.

spoke with a doctor i am going to be working with starting next week. we seemed to be on the same page about a lot of things, however there is much work to be done in that office. this is good and bad. i can really make the space my own, however it's going to take time and money- i wasn't really planning on spending extra money at all.

yesterday i was told one of my old clients died suddenly. this man was like a grandfather to me in a funny sort of way. i tried to look for a card to send, but they all seemed so...insincere and plastic? i next tried to write his widow a letter, and i couldn't get through it. i wish i could say more than i'm sorry.
maybe in time i will be able to.

i'm going home for the weekend (the home of my parents, that is) to help with my sister's baby shower and spend time with my family. i leave friday.
i'm looking forward to see the swelling belly of my sister. i miss her.

had a very interesting conversation with a good friend of mine about monogamy- we have totally different opinions. it's funny, everyone has a different understanding of just what true monogamy is.

i made a small batch of blueberry muffins tonight (yet another photo opt-wasted), and now the house smells wonderful.
they are all gone.

i'm starting to hate the word sincerly. i find that everyone that has ever used it (at least to me), turned-out to be anything but. i now gage it as a red flag when someone directs it at me.
true and real sincerity doesn't have to be said, it will come across,
regardless.

now, on to other things.