Vomit because it is so bitter

You see the hate, that they're serving on a platter

*I'm so unsettled that it's hard to sleep
sleepless nights make for reflective nights

I sat in that car with her - and him too
We sat so smug that cool summer day;
you two went to the bonfire after
and I said no; I was too cool with my loud headphones blasting

I never thought I'd be in love like this

It'd be nothing if I didn't love you so
or at least...
only if love meant obsessing over what you thought of me
because I really am so obsessed.
But I'm just so glad.

Feels like I'm in a race
But I already won first place

It'd be nothing.
He thinks that we were lab rats all this time
or at least that he and I were
running endless circles
But I just love you all,
and I don't care; I am so happy for you all.

....

welcome to my word vomit.