Protector

I wanted to photograph my old spiked collar thingy here today, but I think I left it at my parent's place when I moved so my shoes will have to do...

I went to the monthly meeting of the camera club's youth night whatever today. It was fun, although I hate being so shy with strangers.

There's only one person in this world I really hate. I also hate hating the guy, because it means he has an influence on my life. Forgiving would be a way to stop hating, I guess. But you really don't want to forgive someone who's made your life hell for years, even if it was when you were just a kid.

I just want to stop being afraid of people.