happy easter!

i don't feel happy.
i feel rather sad, down and depressed.

my girlfriend is afraid, that she will get tired of me.

she gets tired of people very often, like, when you have sleepovers, she wants everybody to be gone the next morning, she can't be around the same people for to long.

she is afraid that she will fuck up everything,
and i am afraid, that when that day has arrived, i'm left, still in love with her, and terribly alone.

i hate this feeling. i just want to see her, hugg her, and tell her that everything is going to be allright,
i already told her, it doesn't matter if she needs to take a step back sometimes, but she really is afraid, that it comes to a point, where she even can't see me anymore,
and that's just, painful,
although she loves me very much,
and arrrrrgh.

can this day be over real quick? thanks.