Me

I've recently receved some very bad feedback from my last blip.
To be honest it took me by surprise! Since I started I have been using blip to unload a lot of my own feelings, ideas, random thoughts.
I feel it's been a bit like a diary of sorts.
The best thing about which has been the feedback from blippers and friends alike. They have all been soo possitive and lovely about what I've written.
Even when I have sunk into deep deep depression and moaned and sobbed and woo me'd.

My last blip to me reads as more of the same. However my lover has pointed out the other point of view when reading it.
So i'll print this next bit. IT IS NOT A RETRACTION. I stand by what I wrote and how I felt.

I wanted to apologise if you felt insulted or upset by my blip. It was no way meant to be derogatory towards you or yours. Your family have made me feel nothing but welcome and on any other day a family BBQ would have been lovely. My blips are about how I?m feeling at the moment. They are one of the ways that I am dealing with my depression, which is why I feel that I should be honest and that I don?t want to censor them.
Unfortunately that is how I felt so I put it out there. I hope you read it again with new eyes and see the deep longing to be accepted and be part of your family.
Fiona
Aka Allsorts!