Duck

calm on the surface, feet paddling like mad underneath. Was supposed to be a romantic night away at Kildrummy Castle Hotel, so why did I end up sleeping on the floor? We'd had so many good times, birthday cakes,Sunday lunches there in times past and of course that wonderfulweekend in the Lochter Pot when WE were 5 months pregnant. But this time there were so many things not being said and so many things that couldn't even be imagined. I look like I'm enjoying myself but .....

Sunday we went home via Grantown on Spey (retracing Mari and G's steps the previous September) and ran into my cousin and his wife at Nethy. And we were SO good at pretending everything was normaland ok - these ducks agaiin.