I'm falling to pieces,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yT5LOtQSSn8&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

Just kidding.
Um, not really.
It's kind of hard to get back up after something so important to me, so many dreams, have been dashed. I know it shouldn't hold me back; everyone has to have major mess ups in a career of anything.
But there's been so many just in the last couple of weeks.
It's weighing down on me.

On the other hand, beautiful day (:
This reminds me of summer- so close!

The race starts after adrenaline has cooled, moving on-