Is it...

better that we break?

From here on out it's a 2 way road.
Which is easier?
Which is better?
Which is right?


Are we willing to take risks?


I came home after an exhausting Friday and a crappy humid outdoor pep in our school. I talked a lot with Kaushik and Yash and I talked about tennis and random crap. Then I said something really embarrassing and we left. I did chinese homework. Next Saturday is the Chinese HSK. As long as I pass..

I went to chinese feeling great and with Neil's iPod it felt good again. I wore the famine shirt and somehow the loose fit is really comforting, like someone is telling me everything will be okay.

Yeah im weird.

I had to wait with Joy for her mom for a while and we stopped by our houses, barely making it by 11. By then a lot of people had gone and the sermons and games were pretty much over. It was still fine though, and I got to test a piano and listen to other people who are better than me. I also played a violent vball game that Cuc.2 introduced and he made it so hilarious.

Then I played guitar downstairs and sang. Paul Woo sings too, apparently. It was pretty peaceful just singing with them. They thought I sang amazing and Paul didn't wanna sing to my "competition." What a first.

I tried to start devos with someone but ended up only reading one chapter of 1 John.

I want to let you know it was nice today. It was great. Better than ever before. We did so much better. You put in so much effort... such a pleasure. (:
Both of you.

A little something happened. Then i talked to Tina and whisper-phoned... ;) it wasn't too bad.

I also met his gf. She is really cute. They're adorable.