Home Sweet Home

I swear I will not deprive myself of sleep when people who needs sleep can't sleep. Poor Raph was up at 4:30am looking after a very energetic (but still sweet) Ezra.

Hanging out with Ayesha and Khadra is very therapeutic. I have missed them so so much in the past 17 months. From being physically together every weekend to just catching up on Facebook or Skype... how the seasons of our lives change. I feel like I had missed out on being there for them when they needed it the most. If only we were rich enough to own helicopters or planes!

It was also really good to chat to Raph properly for the first time. Always a good sign when you have common interests and conversation topics with your friends' husbands or boyfriends! Like!!

Made it back in time for the 6pm service at my beloved church. From the moment I walked in it was just so comforting. I love singing, praising and worshiping God without hearing my own voice. That's the kind of volume I'm used to.

I've never failed to feel and understand God's acceptance and love through church here in London. I admit that I am very screwed up and very weak as a person, sometimes even beyond my own imaginations. But I know He will heal and fix these craziness. I have no idea how, but I trust that He can and He will.

Had a lot of fun with friends over the last few days, but now I miss Roberto a lot. Looking forward to his coming 3 days off!