Lamplight

my heart asks how I move on
( I realized again how much I care for you)
I watch you breath,watch your eyes laugh.
(sometimes I wish I could brush your hair from your eyes.)
I tried, am trying to move on.
(a small part of me holds onto hope)
Hope, why can I have it for you and for nothing else?
(today I wished I could see the canyon breath. The clouds moving above me.)
Breathe in. Breathe out.
(healing is coming. Just hold on)
Just a little bit longer, just a little bit longer.
Lamplight is my solace as I rest in arms that are my life. I hear Him whisper
'hold on babygirl, hold on'
So I hold on white knuckled, wishing, waiting;(waiting to hold onto hope.)