On with it...

already.

Mr. Shinsky likes to speed. Oh and also, is he single or something?
Jeez.

School wasn't as bad today. I worked more on some stuff, journaling, the good stuff, my productivity. Wrote some thoughts. Ugh.

Definitely better than yesterday. Kiddo wasn't here for school today, definitely felt confused a little. Though went and signed Yash's yearbook while watching them play euchre a bit until I had Driver's Ed. Which also wasn't bad today, Mr. K favors me. OOps. :)

Got home, quick barbecue pizza, off driving with Shinsky and a junior girl today.
Rain poured a little for a while, great drive, really fun, definitely. I felt myself improve. I actually felt it.
haha really? lol.

While she was driving, we went through the cozier side of town, and the rain stopped, mostly. down to places I have rarely went, beautiful hilly lanes with small, houses that you can imagine bedtime stories happening in. Rolling roads. Place of contemplation. Quiet just-rained night.
For a few seconds it was wonderful.
Passed places like Kroger, I think about all those later nights at grocery stores in the summer, flip flops, happy days with family. Pass places like the hospital, I see their lights, I remember hospital days and also...hotel days. and this one hotel back in China. and then summer camp. and then..


Got back. Then I just had another mood swing. Just cuz. I'm really honestly very bipolar these days. Then feelings are just.. twisted. I want to talk, I don't. I want to work, I don't. I want to think about you, I don't. Really?

It's time to calm down.
Summer already..