Innocence

It seems like I blip Noah more than the others. Maybe I spend more one-on-one time with him as he is the youngest and he needs more time, or maybe he just likes being close the most.

It's been a while since we had a long "I miss Mommy" session, but last night Noah's Mom was all he could think about.

We cuddled in bed and told stories about how his Mom and I met. When I realized that I was in love with her. When we decided to start a family. Lots of stuff. She always told the kids that if they missed her to just look for wild flowers, or at their bodies since half of them came from her. Well Noah's hands look like mine. And his feet look like mine. And he's a boy so other things look like mine. But he has a huge loving heart which I said he got from his Mom. So when he wanted to give his Mom a kiss he kissed his hand then rubbed it on his heart. And he was happy.

Then falling asleep he told me a story about how he had found a little fairy once, and so he had asked the fairy to please bring back his mother. But nothing happened. Viggo told him that he needed to find lots of fairies together because then maybe it would happen. So we'll all be looking for lots of fairies.

I'll let you know if we find them.