...felt:

a bit like...

Nothing serious just...
A long day today, getting up, working, lecture about plutinium, next weekends festival preparations. Food far after midnight, not seeing a change for tomorrow. No, wait, it's not as bad as it sounds and there are sunny moments in between. Just...

'Work hard, play hard' they say. Somehow the playing part didn't really worked out today. Didn't it?

I do have always the feeling of having to little time. Have I to go to work? Umm, somehow... Have I to go to the lecture? No, but I wanted to. Have I to do all that project stuff? No, but I'm into now, somehow I feel it's important and I should continue because I'm good at it.

And what would be that 'playing' that I miss? Being creative, painting/ crafting/ taking photos, chatting, seeing friends, listening to music or watching films I always wanted to but never did due lack of time?
Definitely this is all 'playing' part but I must admit my 'play' today was the lecture though. So I should stop moaning of that 'too little time' feeling and seeing that intellectual events are also my 'play'. It's good to be forced to think. I shouldn't mind my colleagues thinking that I'm a freak only because I like hearing podcasts about actual brain researches, manganese nodules on the sea bottom or tendencies in education policy. Or chatting with friends about analyzing structures of social behaviour or society's abysses. Or hearing a lecture about plutonium by choice. But still it feels like something is missing.

Which 'playing' is more important? For your heart or for your brain?

Anyway, need to get more stuff done...