Christmas Eve

All is quiet and anticipation is building...the stockings will be collected and laid at the ends of beds ready to rediscover in the morning.


Things are still not great. I am feeling increasingly unwell and very frustrated. I discovered that the co-codamol was causing feelings of panic and anxiousness. My doctor wanted me to start using anti-depressants believing I was depressed. I refused and once I made the link with the painkillers and stopped taking them, felt so much more like myself. Why couldn't a trained doctor make that link? Now I just need to get to the bottom of what is really wrong because something is most definitely not right.