Seeing through blurry eyes

I feel lost and heart broken tonight. I dropped my fiancé off at the airport for his stag do in Prague. I managed to give him a big kiss and a cuddle goodbye without shedding a tear but since then I've been welling up. I've even put off coming to bed as his absence will really hit me not being able to curl up with him. I've decided to sleep in his t-shirt that he's been wearing to bed so that I can at least smell him.
If all else fails I'll have to sneak Cruz into bed with me whilst his Daddy is away. It's only for 4 nights but given that we live and work together it feels like my right arm has been chopped off.
Roll on the morning; actually sod the morning, roll on Thursday!