when around it.

it is disheartening.
to watch them and their eyes in the mirrors.
it's disheartening, to feel like you can't do something even though you know you want to.
it's hard when every one says " you HAVE to go, you'll regret it"
but it's hard to go alone.

it doesn't feel right at all.
well.i want it to be next thursday.
spend time with chippewas.

the breeze today was nice.really nice.
tennis and softball felt great to watch.
but then.
ah bah. whicheva
ultimate frisbee saturday. 1.

your time will come they say. your time will come. your time will come
your time will come.

when?

(p.s. that's my eye. and i'm still seeing the flash).
i need to take um better pictures.
i need some time
and my new camera.
canon somethin.

goodnight.