Early morning, naked painting, as you do!!

OK I have a confession to make..........whilst editing this photo I cried, here I am looking at this beautiful, beautiful daughter of mine and I feel I haven't spent any quality time with her in ages, we always used to be out and about, giggling and chatting, now I'm always working!

Something has to give and im not sure what, I need to be a better mummy to this beautiful special little girl.

For now Izzy my promise to you is that on Monday, I am switching the computer and phone off and I am all yours from morning til night! I love you.

I never undertood what people meant by a "mothers guilt" but I do now.
I felt guilty when I wasn't working and I couldn't provide things for you from my OWN money and now I feel guilty for workingbecause we don't get as many fun days and especially as I still can't really provide for you as I am actually no better off money wise!!! (thats just another soap box for another moan day!