Heartbreak day 8

Look at the image, this is how I feel right now. Being called as a pain. Yes, I'm a pain and I am also in pain!
Got home from the snow, couldnt stop thinking what you sad. I am veyr upset right now. Opened a bottle of Yellow tail and drinking alone and thinking what an idiot i am. Seven months, I tried my best to make sure you are happy and all i have from you tonight was being a pain? I am in pain, in deep pain.