365 Grateful Project_Day 15

I have been eyeing these benches in the sidelines of our football field for some time already. Maybe I am just overwhelmed with loneliness lately that everything, as in all forms imaginable - things, feelings, circumstance, I came across with I associate with this sad feeling. I always seem to find a way to lead their path to loneliness, these benches included. When I decided to blip these seats the first thing that came to mind is a line from an old song, "Lonely table just for one. Just for one. Lonely table." Can't help but laugh at myself on how dismal I am getting as days go by. And these aren't even tables!

I had the most depressing conversation with a close friend over the weekend and I am afraid that I haven't moved away from it yet. Or maybe I am again taking delight from all of these. And probably I am confusing loneliness and solitude once more. Huh, no matter what I think I am still grateful I am acknowledging my emotions, right?

I am taking some antidotes for sadness, don't worry. I have increased my chocolate intake and I settled on supplementing it further by picking Pocketful of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield as my mobile alert tone.