Still standing

Been suffering so much again recently with my under active thyroid, no energy, hair falling out and feeling cold. Blood test recently showed my level of TSH(think that is correct) to be 39! It should be 4. Did say to the nurse that i had only missed one week's worth of tablets due to me running out,and my doc said that could be the reason why....but jumping from 12 to 39 in just a month is not right :( So, another blood test next week, and we go from there........it's been 5 blooming years since i was diagnosed with this.
If my hair wasn't already falling out, i would be tearing it out :P
Anyway, i'm still standing (just) ,like the last flower on my orchid plant is hanging on :)