I'm not too sure what to call this...

...Been a long long time since I last blipped. My life has been a complete mess since I came back from this years holiday, gone way beyond holiday blues. I just thought I needed to have some more positives in my life so I thought blipping again might make me a little happier :)

I will fill you on what has happened in my life recently, though I don't expect any of you blippers to read it, it is a nice diary for me to look at later on, like I did this afternoon with my friend, one of the reasons I am finally blipping tonight. Anyways, since returning from coverack I have spent a lot of time with friends, reading lots of clever biology books ;) writing my personal statement, organising uni visits for open days, sorting out my pieces for my piano grade 8, organising what subjects i need to retake, trying to figure out when i have time for a part time job as i am poor, trying to work out how i can pay for my Greece trip in March, panicking about taking 4 (technically 5) A-levels, catching up after somehow getting behind in the first week, preparing to say goodbye to my brother who is going to university on saturday, who i will miss so incredibly much.

my life is changing and will never be the same again, and I don't think I like it very much at the moment, but I'm sure I will adapt and get used to it, after all I have some good things to look forward to :)

So this is me, a new beginning I guess.