Lack of strength

I really let myself down today. Ok so maybe a blip in the diet isnt a big thing 2get hung up on. So it isnt really the kilo of choc that entered my body 2day that has annoyed me. Its that i have noticed this pattern that has hounded me my whole life...weakness. In everything i have ever done it has been there in some sort of form. Inner strength required, if u find any lurking abt unwanted sent it my way. ps i wasnt intending on such a depressing blip 2nite, it all just sort of spilled out :o( nothin a good nites sleep wont sort out i'm sure