Re-gaining strength

I was working on my Personal Statement all day.. it's not going anywhere and somehow my motivation is kind of.. lost!

Why do I want to study at CSM so badly? Is it the name? Is it the way of teaching, the freedom? Is it London? I wish I knew.. maybe I'm, just lost because I just found out that I got a place at ArtEZ (fashion school in the Netherlands) again..

Tried to get my mind of these exenstential (haha) questions, and fooled around with some sequins inspired by an old picture.