Post Marathon

6/03 Gary Luttrell said that if you make a decision based on others advice you will eventually give t up because it is not yours.

6/04 today was a hard day - missing - worrying - not knowing. FEAR

6/05 Had a good run of things this morning and throughout the day. Got to have lunch with Jason and help Nathan fold flyers for work. Lunch went well and Jason and I conversed over kids, big decisions and Ohio. He was born and raised in Athens. He said that it really did not matter what happened to him and Ann Charles just that they were together and that was only thing that mattered to him. I really respect that. It is a good emotion to find in your relationship - Samantha is my muse and my desire. I love just being with her in the most purest of time and in the hardest of time. I want to understand her.

The meeting with Sinclair went well, they may be able to take over the plans for me. We will see