in the darkness on the edge of town

in my sadness , my old friend Carol take me out to the mall...
we eat , we drink , we laugh , I cry... and for a little while I forget my sadness , just for a while I did it...
...it´s not easy , and I try it so hard...but I feel like I can´t do it...
...but , anyway , thanx Carol to make me forget for a while that I´m depress