"The Lady Taking Pictures of Swans"

Dear Heart,
With Siân having left me for home, I used her fabulously drawn map to guide me to Roath Park. It always reminds me of my family and our walks there; the boathouse that we visited after Mamma Mia got out of hospital, the rose garden and the memorial benches which Chloe would drape herself over for photographs...
Just me, though, and it was heaven. No one to force conversation with, no need to fake laughter or ask how anyone else was feeling, and was there anything I could do?
Me. And that was more than enough.
Love, Lydia x