The moment :')

For every finger pointing at you, there's another 4 pointing back at him. <3

That was probably the most comforting words I've heard in so long.
And I thank you my friend who tweeted me that. Much appreciated.

I havent been bothering my camp for quite some time.
Bet they must be real panicky while I'm here doing nothin'.
I know you're pissed. I'm sincerely apologetic for that.
Never once thought I'd lose focus.

've no idea what i'm going through now.

Will be filming tomorrow. If we dont geddit done, then that's it.
So far, things havent been going great for this project.
But I'll keep my fingers crossed for tmr :)

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I want to be a guy.

Perhaps all will be different if I was one. A brother. A son.

Just you wait and see.