the reason for the season

lights outside and on the tree not working, trying to find the one stinking light on the string of lights that is making all the rest of the lights go out, makes me insane...omg

finding the time to finish Christmas shopping when I have no time...omg

finding the time to decorate the tree that has been up for two weeks...omg

finding the time to get the boxes out of the garage to finish decorating the house before Christmas is over...omg

oh and I must blip and do all the other normal stuff in life...omg

feel like I'm loosing it, does this stuff really matter, feel like I'm being very uncool about this whole thing... think I need a reality check

...desperately trying to remember the real reason for the season...