Lack of sleep makes for tired legs

And a tired brain.

Late for work again. Up late last night playing with photos. By rights I should be panicking, working flat out with great speed and efficiency, fuelled by adrenaline. Extra effort required, extra hours. A whole lot to sort out, only 2.5 days left in the office in this job. Lots of loose ends to tie up, even having to find them first. Not going far enough not to sort them out. Not just pride but consequences dictate that I should be on top of my game.

Instead, flat, dull thinking today. Slow slow and not focussed. Distracted by blip. In fact distracted, full stop.

Stumpf. That's the german word that suits my mind today. The dead dull blunted sound of noise muffled by the sound-proofed walls of a recording studio. Thoughts start, drop, and never resound. Don't feel anything much at all. Don't recognise any feelings. Waiting for clarity, sharpness, intelligence and insight to return again.