The Need

I am picky
Sometimes needy
I am full of emotions
Good ones
And bad ones too
I am impatient
I am hopeful
Filled to the Very top
With excitement
I am confused
Often lost
I need love
A plethora of love
Affection, I crave
I need to know
I am wanted
Even more though,
More than being wanted
I need to be needed
Unhealthy
Terrible for the heart
And soul
But who's to say

I am who I am
Wish I could say
Be simple and say
Take it or leave it
But please don't go
Don't be scared
And for heaven's sake
..and my own
Don't be shy
Love me with it
And without it
It's there and you know
Hold me tight
Make me feel like
Something here
Maybe the world stopped
spinning so fast
Something now
I'm safe in your arms
Need me the way
The way I need you?
I ask and I think
And think and think
Till my brain hurts

All is well
But is it really?
Relationships in my life
Mixing themselves up
I'm lost again
Confused again and again
Clouds hang heavy today
Clear up
Please for me
Show your self, sun