double trouble

rainy reflections mimic the double trouble I keep hitting today.

I realised that I've double booked myself on four future occasions. I've been trying to sort that out but it involved hard decisions, priorities and letting people down. Not a personal strength it has to be said. If I could get away with doing all eight things I would. But even for me this is just brilliant mis-planning.. and caused a bit of a disjointed misunderstanding with my dear friend F. It was sorted out - I think our only argument in 12 years - but symptomatic of how crazy my time is at the moment, concertina'd between two big pressures I need to tame.

This friend has been such a permanent feature in my life that even a half day of contemplating her not being there to talk to was really jarring. A wake up call. I really do need to stop saying yes to everyone and start to focus on my own goals better - it's a really very annoying habit.

Wish I'd had more time to take nicer shot, but only got 5 mins airtime today