Should I Stop Trying

Incredible
Sometimes
Often
Lacking
Apathy
Tenderness
Emotionally
Devastating



Every time I try and reach out to people it seems to go wrong. I want to tell them that I'm still me, that brain tumours aren't contagious, that their kids are completely safe. But I don't say any of that, I just pretend I'm fine with cancelled plans and hide my hurt behind my keyboard & screen.