What I see

Had to go and cover back in my old job for a couple of hours today. Really made me realise how shitty it will be if my secondment does end in April and I have to go back to it. I'm going to go insane doing that job again. Keep hearing things that make me hopeful that the secondment will continue but then today I heard something that makes it less likely. Hate not knowing. It's one of those situations where I have no control over the outcome so really, I should stop stressing about it and deal with whatever happens when it happens. But it's still annoying not knowing what I will be doing in April. But it's just one of many things that I don't know what will happen or how things will turn out that are going on in my life at the moment.