*the* day

Everyone had this question in their mind at least once in their life.

Why am I here?

What am I doing? What is my purpose? Is this world worth living? Am I following the right path?

As all these questions flood in your head everything seems pointless, and for me, today was that day.

I was in my office chair planning for my next class as I have been doing for the past 6 months wondering how I could teach these innocent(?) students the wonder of oblivious language: English... ( not that I am an expert since it's also my 2nd language.. )

Then the question came to my mind..

What am I doing here?

Yes, I do not belong here. I am ( or was ) a young girl full of free spirit yet, I'm stuck in an office grading papers. This is NOT meant to be my life.

So here I am writing my first blog hoping to make my life more meaningful in some other way by recording my daily life hoping to find some assurance that my life does mean something.

And the thing is... it should! As the daughter of God, who so dearly loves me, also has a great plan for my future.

This is why I have come to Korea, to take time off from my university's hectic student life which soon turned into a boring life of an English teacher.

My mission here was to find God's further plan for me and pray and grow in His love. For the past 6 months I have failed to do so.
With the remaining 6 months I shall and will not waste my time.

I, with very little persistence, will try and write everyday hoping as a reminder of how I am achieving my goal.

This is my first attempt to try and change the lazy bum within me. As friends always tell me it's never too late.

With hopeful heart that the glass is half full, Adios.