Caffeine

I think I'm struggling to get out of bed, I'm drowning in self loathing and fearful of what might be around the corner.

Three days of Rooibos , 72 hours of chamomile, then there's that chocolate that they serve tepid yet call "hot"

I'm eating more and sleeping more, a hibernating creature at this stage, I've started to become homely. What will become of me without my Drug of choice?