Failure

I was rejected from my other Japan application today, so that's 0/2. I have lived a sheltered life, and this is the first thing that I've really wanted to do, yet failed to achieve. I will keep my chin up, not feel sorry for myself, and get on with life. After a day or two. My girlfriend succeeded in one of them, and probably the other, so I feel guilty for letting her down :( She's looking at the snow, it's cold and wet.

Bye Barbara