I dont understand...

Well have been making fairly good progress on my simulation over the past few days after fixing a few orbital problems on Friday. Been working mostly on optimizing my code and adding the code for satellites. Still some work to do but with a bit of help from the tutors I should be able to finish it by next Friday hopefully and then on to the experiments...

Not been up to much else.


And yeah I dont understand the people around me. As someone who likes to classify, be able to calculate and understand things I cant do this with the people I tend to interact with. They are all so random and act different every time. I cant understand their motives, feelings, opinions, moods and behaviour. I always tend to feel lost somehow when I'm around people, 'cause I dont know how they'll behave or react. Some people I can talk really well with one-on-one but in a group I feel like I dont exist to them. Others just always react differently towards me.
Is this my fault or not, I'd like to know, cause then I can order my life a bit more...

And yeah I do calculate my path for the next 10-15 metres in a crowd...