We were never meant to survive.

This is for Justjuli, who posted her 500th entry yesterday. Because even when she wasn't meant to survive, she did. And her water flea experiment is going really well.

And when the sun rises we are afraid
it might not remain
when the sun sets we are afraid
it might not rise in the morning
when our stomachs are full we are afraid
of indigestion
when our stomachs are empty we are afraid
we may never eat again
when we are loved we are afraid
love will vanish
when we are alone we are afraid
love will never return
and when we speak we are afraid
our words will not be heard
nor welcomed
but when we are silent
we are still afraid

So it is better to speak
remembering
we were never meant to survive
--Audre Lorde.

The full poem is here.