Voyeur.

Today some activity items arrived to try out on my mum. We had some fun with playing catch with a fancy ball and then did some painting with just water on the pages on which the colours appeared where the water was painted and then the pictures would slowly dry to be used again and again.

The other thing was a keep fit dvd of chair based exercises for the elderly or disabled in wheelchairs.
I had to sneak round and take a picture through the window. I was hoping to catch mum in action but I think she was working on her feet and ankles while I was there so I just took this of the tv through the window of the dvd in action.

This afternoon she deteriorated beyond belief. Fought with me. Tried to pull my watch off. Went puce from me just holding her drinks tumbler thinking I was going to take it away so she grabbed that off me. Then later she moved her commode near the chair and ****************

I don't know why everything went so downhill. Everything was so good this morning.

When I reappeared again she praised me for everything as if I was someone other than the one she'd been struggling against.

God it's so draining at times.