Art & Aesthetics.

This is a project for a gen ed class I have. I dont much like it. But I had to do it. so here it is.

I don't know what i've shared on here recently, but i've been sick since the end of january.. first it was a nasty cold, then my sinuses got better, my chest got worse, i developed frequent headaches & i have a fever that comes and goes every 10-15 mins..

i also thought i had hives. thursday i had 3 teeth pulled. I've been to the doctors like 4 times, they've drawn blood 3 times, once today. Because of my fever i'm too dehydrated, no matter how much water i drink. i swear to god i've drank more water in the last 3 months than i have in the last 10 years of my life. not even exaggerating. so, my blood keeps clotting, making them unable to check the platelets? to check for mono, which is what they think i have now. but because of the clotting, they can't prescribe anything until it's confirmed..

I am so exhausted, and tired of being so sick. I am constantly drowsy, my throat is killing me.

and on top of that, my ex came around, talked with my mom a bit this weekend... which absolutely destroyed me emotionally apparently.

He texted me saying "i wish you stayed, we could've worked it out" & then "i'll never be happy with anyone else" then he tells my mother that he's in love, and he's going to move in with her, oh and she's makes good money.

one of his best friends (of the recent past, not sure about now tho) described her as "fugly" to me. shawn tried to even cheat on her with me a few weeks ago. I was like, "uh no! i am with dan, & you have a gf! go have sex with her" he complained about not feeling loved, and not getting any. I still turned him down, what does he think i am?

why would he move in with her if he dislikes her so much you ask? oh, cause she's rich. and shawn loves spending money. he's already got a new vehicle out of her. and moving into her house... he's got it made.