blocked

I'm doing everything but the big project that is hanging over me at work. It's on the verge of becoming a huge problem that I haven't delivered a paper yet - 6 months overdue at least. Everything else is more or less on track, coming along, under control. But this, the most important one that is left... I should be able to write it with my eyes closed, but I have a block. My mind goes blank, my chest tightens. I panic. I'm not sure why.

I just don't do it.

Tomorrow, the words will flow. No more procrastination, instead calm, clear, incisive, efficient work.

I have meetings all day, and I have to deliver the day after.