Girl Sailor

So precious. Thank you Dom for lending me your lens on this one.

"You've made it through the direst of straits alright,
Can you help it if plain love now seems less interesting?
You haven't changed an ounce in my eyes..."
- The Shins

I want to think that my friendship is desired.

I don't want to think that I have become desensitized to the loving feelings around me, but for some reason it seems that way. I am surrounded by people that say they love me, enjoy my company, and want me to be around...but is it for real? Or am I just riding someone else's wave? Sometimes it feels like my ship has already sailed, and I am stuck on the dock waiting with the people in line for the next boat.